At work (yeh, quarter past six on a Saturday—what the?). It wouldn’t be so bad if my random playlist didn’t seem so determined to make me cry
[Hmmm]
At work (yeh, quarter past six on a Saturday—what the?). It wouldn’t be so bad if my random playlist didn’t seem so determined to make me cry
[Hmmm]
So this yesterday I ended up wandering through Dulwich (one of those little London villages) in the daylight (because I left my bag in the Plough there the previous night—the irony being that I would never have been here then if not for you). And all I could see in this place I’ve never been before were things; things that if you’d been with me (we’d have been smiling) I would have turned and said; some things I would have texted, if only I had your number. I have to tell someone, if only the silence of bits. In rough order:
Just added a link to this site over at my old site, on the holding page, so I suppose this is real now. Whatever that means!
So really am feeling a bit old. Brought on a bit by a fortieth birthday party, and not helped by the fact it was my own birthday a couple of weeks ago,. This Metafilter post tipped me over the edge. Was Xiao Xiao really back in 2001? I remember seeing it at the time—or at least not long after its emergence (I think this is probably down to Andy Kale but I could be wrong). I’d just started my PhD, a whole new world and experience.
Since then I’ve learned a lot about how hard (and interesting/rewarding) real science is. I’ve been engaged twice (one of those women is still a pretty good friend—life lessons: Sometimes things go wrong; some of those things are you’re fault, some others, some no one’s. It’s not worth fighting over. The other is… well, unavailable—life lessons: Pretty much the same, except so much worse). I’ve got older. I’ve learned (am learning) to actually work, rather than mess around as a student. I’m tired more. Seem to have less time for the interesting things, and less idea of of what those interesting things are.
Anyway, just saying.
Is this what being a grown up is?
I’m beginning to think the most useful thing learned in undergrad labs is the ability to enter a load of numbers into a spreadsheet
This is a bit of a random ramble really, brought on by the fact I was in Sidcup a couple weeks ago at a (fortieth!) birthday party. Because of the difficulty of making it back to the flat late at night I ended up staying in the local TravelLodge, which meant that I wandered up and down the high street quite a bit, which is sort of how this occurred to me. The thing about Sidcup, and the other parts of London, is that it used to be a little village in its own right. Every little bit of London one goes to has its own street like that, its own little centre of retail. That’s what the (London-centric) press means when they talk about the “high street”; not necessarily a large town centre but the little roads that they think of as somehow important.
It means that there is no particular centre to London (okay, there’s the City, or Westminster, or the West End but these are business things or at best entertainment things, not day to day things). This is what I think throws people off London (well, me). Certainly where I grew up there may have been a nearby shopping street but there was always a defined centre, one could talk of going “into town” and people would know exactly what was meant. That doesn’t happen in London—and it gets hidden. The transport system is in general good to the point that there is no disconnect between these little villages any more (so it is a surprise it is hard to get back from one to the other as it was the other night). As they have grown large enough to touch it becomes impossible to tell where one begins and the other ends; but they have maintained all those tiny centres while the huge beast of London has never grown one, lacks that heart.
North east. Miss you pixie
My new Nexus 10
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